I don't know what it is but every several hours or so (it feels like, might be a bit longer in-between) I just get really fucking sad. Crying sad. And then it's over a few hours after that. WTF emotional rollercoaster???

And NO. Not pregnant.

No wonder my BP was 114/82. Stage 1 hyper-tension from emotional stressors I think.....

I have had my two girls, May and Lizzie since March. May screamed every time I tried to pick her up, not the normal noise a piggie makes but a sound like I was going to hurt her, she was so frightened. But this last two days she has changed and now loves a cuddle. Lizzie now seems to be the problem, she only makes a noise when she is with her sister, never purrs when I stroke her and has a 'no one at home' look on her face when I hold her. She also grabs on to a finger and suckles like a baby every time (also when I hold her) and never moves when she is resting on me. She was the runt I think and is small for her age. I have kept piggies for 15 years and have never seen this behaviour before.

so i started a new blog focusing on fashion, art, and stuff i think is awesome.

http://avantharde.wordpress.com/

still adding content. there will be a new post up this afternoon, because there is a ton of stuff i have backlogged that are worthy of mention.

so yeah, there it is.

To not_eurotic for being awesome and giving plenty of free advice to those of us starting out trying to do something.

You are awesome sir!

Thought you guys would enjoy this:

http://community.livejournal.com/cat_macros/5233174.html

oh, by the way:



where series 1 & 2 were a guilty pleasure, the first 80% of 3 has been brilliant so far.

It's official.

"Goths On A Boat" has replaced "Bale Out" as "stupid thing 5 can't stop listening to"

http://www.myspace.com/thedarkclan

Explanation:
"According to the New York Times, "The Grass-Mud Horse" is a mythical creature whose name in Chinese sounds like "fuck your mother". These horses face a problem: invading river crabs that are devouring their grassland. In spoken Chinese, river crab sounds very much like harmony, which in Chinas cyberspace has become a synonym for censorship. Censored bloggers often say their posts have been harmonized — a term directly derived from President Hu Jintaos regular exhortations for Chinese citizens to create a harmonious society.

While grass-mud horse sounds like a nasty curse in Chinese, its written Chinese characters are completely different, and its meaning —taken literally — is benign. Thus, the beast has dodged the Chinese governments efforts to censor information over the Internet that is seditious or inflammatory.

Xiao Qiang, an adjunct professor of journalism at the University of California, Berkeley, said that the grass-mud horse is an icon of resistance to censorship.
童声合唱：草泥马之歌"